الرقصة الأولى

بكت وهي تحتضنه،

أغمض عينيه،

رأيت دمعته، 

لم يكن يصدق نفسه 

هل حقا يرقص رقصته الأولي معها، كم من سنوات مرت وهو يحلم بهذا اليوم!

هو يحتضنها وهي تحتضنه أكثر.

رأيتها وهي تربت على ظهره، كأنها تهمس بيدها،

تقول يدها، "اهدأ انا هنا، بجانبك،

لن أرحل،

فقد انتظرت هذا اليوم 

مثلما انتظرته انت."

Tweets

when was the last time i wrote?
It has been a while, the following article i consider it as tweets.

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رأيي في الوضع السوري

 اللي بيقتل الناس في حلب 

الطرفين !هناك مفيش أصلا ثورة!دي حرب !و انا شخصيا اختلف في تسميتها أهلية !!لان مش أهل سوريا اللي بيقتلوا في بعض ! محدش بجد (من الأطراف اللي معاه سلاح) يهمه مصلحة البلد !

Peter replied, ...

Peter during his meeting with Jesus on the sea of Tiberias, (bo7eyret tabareya)

You can find the story in the book of john Chapter 21. Verses 1-18.

 So when they had dined, 

Jesus saith to Simon Peter, 

"Simon, Son of Jonas, Lovest thou me more than these. 

Peter Replied: ........

في جسثيماني

لا أصدق، رأوك و أختبروك ثلاث سنوات، 

و عندما قلت لهم "نفسي حزينة جدا حتى الموت." لم يفعلوا شيء. 

يا رب إزاي؟

هم عمرهم ما سمعوك بتقول كدة قبل كدة، 

نفسك حزينة جدا، و أنا مش فارقة معايا!

طب ليه يا رب!

Fresh Juices in one week

Saturday, October 3

We (My father and me) were invited to pass an evening with a friend of my Father in his house, he is very wise and very sincere man.

He uses the “redefinition method of thinking”, and I mean by that, when he thinks about any situation he usually starts by giving definition of the words. He is very knowledgeable, very smart. And above all, he is wise.

Very few people I met in my life whom I dare to say about them that they are wise. He is one of them.

When I returned home, I kept thinking about my life. Whether I will be one day as wise as this man or not. What does it take to be that wise, that kind.

We were mainly talking about work and work issues in the Egyptian market, the meeting started formal and by time it started to be less formal. By the end of our visit, I felt I passed time with a family member!

I passed a lovely evening, with two old men, who are smart, wise and sincere.

ذُبحت

نعم شاهدت الفيديو بالكامل ! 

رأيت لابسي السواد، سفراء الموت.

كانوامهيبين !

طوال القامة أقوياء، أصحاء! 

نظرتهم ثاقبة، قوي العزيمة. 

وجدتهم رجال حرب أشداء..

رسالة إلى الأب مجدي

يا أبي 

أنت دائم النظر إلى فوق، ونظرك إلى فوق هو ما جعلك جميلا هكذا.و جعل كل الناس تحبك.

ظننت أكثر من مرة إنني لن أراك مرة أخرى، ظننت أنك أنهيت السعي، رأيتك مريضا متألما ورأيتك ضعيفا جدا،

وعجبت لما سمح الله بأن تتألم كل هذا الألم.

عيناي تدمع حين أراك تأخذ أدويتك. عشرة أقراص و أكثر..

كنت أقول في داخلي، هذا حطام إنساني، ما النفع منه!!

كنت أنظر بغباوة إليك، مشاعري في داخلي متضاربة، أنظر إليك عالما إنك رجل الله، وممتلئ من روحه.

وفي نفس الوقت ياللهدر الإلهي، أيقدس الله إناء ويملأه ولا يستخدمه؟

لماذا يا رب؟

رسالة إلى صديق عزيز.

عزيزي المحبوب

جميل القلب والوجه، راجح الفكر والمنطق.

عيناي تدمع حين أراك،

شاب صغير السن، شيخ حكيم القلب.

صديق فخور بصداقته، واخ أفتخر لقرابته.

يا لجمال الرب الذي أراني جماله فيك.

Why I am writing this blog?

I am not a teacher nor a counselor nor a preacher.
I do not think i am wise, nor smart, nor funny nor dull.
I consider myself honest and sincere as much as i can.
I am an average person, (what does "average person" means anyway?)

Did not follow

“Do you know, if all those ppl left you, I will not!”

He replied in a smooth voice, “Are you sure?”

“Yes I am hundred percent sure.”

And all of a sudden I saw a man who came to him saying, “Lord, I am going to follow you, but let me first …..”

The lord never accepted those (let me first do) type.

اتبعني

ما يجعل الفشل مؤلم أكثر، هو أن تجد صديقك لا ينجح فقط بل يتميز جدا في نفس الإمتحان الذي مررت به و فشلت تماما به. 

ظننت في نفسي إنني أعرف، ظننت إني فهمت، و ظننت إني قادر. 

وظهرت النتيجة بمجرد دخولي الإمتحان.

إني فاشل تماما.

For His Name's Sake

You always think about your friends in a certain way.

You categorize them:

1.     Who is the best?

2.     Who is the nearest?

3.     Who is a friend whom you don’t like?

4.     Whom you really care for?

5.     And whom you just want to see occasionally!

ملخص أربع سنوات.

حوالي ٢٠٠٠ عام قبل الميلاد، حلم فرعون حلما، ٧ بقرات سمان خرجوا من النهر. وتبعهم ٧ بقرات هزال التهمت السمان وهي لا تزال هزيلة!

انزعج فرعون من هذا الحلم وسأل كل سحرة مصر انذاك لعل أحد يجيب بمعنى الحلم.

لم يعرف أحد إلا يوسف الذي كان في السجن، وقال هوذا سبع سنين شبع يتبعها ٧ سنين جوع، حتي تنسى الأرض إنه كان هناك شبع يوما ما.

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Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me . . . —Matthew 11:29

Whom the Lord loves He chastens . . .” (Hebrews 12:6). How petty our complaining is! Our Lord begins to bring us to the point where we can have fellowship with Him, only to hear us moan and groan, saying, “Oh Lord, just let me be like other people!” Jesus is asking us to get beside Him and take one end of the yoke, so that we can pull together. That’s why Jesus says to us, “My yoke is easy and My burden is light” (Matthew 11:30). Are you closely identified with the Lord Jesus like that? If so, you will thank God when you feel the pressure of His hand upon you.

“. . . to those who have no might He increases strength” (Isaiah 40:29). God comes and takes us out of our emotionalism, and then our complaining turns into a hymn of praise. The only way to know the strength of God is to take the yoke of Jesus upon us and to learn from Him.

“. . . the joy of the Lord is your strength” (Nehemiah 8:10). Where do the saints get their joy? If we did not know some Christians well, we might think from just observing them that they have no burdens at all to bear. But we must lift the veil from our eyes. The fact that the peace, light, and joy of God is in them is proof that a burden is there as well. The burden that God places on us squeezes the grapes in our lives and produces the wine, but most of us see only the wine and not the burden. No power on earth or in hell can conquer the Spirit of God living within the human spirit; it creates an inner invincibility.

If your life is producing only a whine, instead of the wine, then ruthlessly kick it out. It is definitely a crime for a Christian to be weak in God’s strength.

The Pearl

She asked him, " are you sure that you want to go inside?"
He nodded excitedly.

It is a gallery, selling jewelry. It announced that it will display the most precious pearl in the world!

Since this announcement in the news, he didn't sleep a day. All of his friends heard his story. He kept telling them, "I captured the most precious pearl in the world. But it was stolen from me."

Most of his friends doubted that this is a true story, they informed that they never saw this pearl. They also confirm that their friend became a different person since then. He turned to be not a focusing person and his face was changed.

wept [audibly]

Her eyes are so beautiful and sad; she is one of the most beautiful girls I have ever met in my life. 

Her hair is long and soft as silk. She is tall, smart and pleasant.

But when looking at her for few minutes, I saw her pain. 

Her eyes carried sadness beyond my capabilities of understanding!

3 Kids in my dream.

I returned home around 10:30 pm yesterday, and while I was parking my car, there was a small fight between 2 kids, they were attacking each other brutally, and they were not crying, actually they were laughing!!!!

I screamed at them so they may stop fighting. But this is how they were entertaining themselves.

Je suis vivant

This is a part in a movie named "Paris, Je t'aime"

My French is not good enough, but I understand almost 90% of the French language in this part.

Reaping what i Sowed

Reap what you sow

And when you reap you have more seeds to sow, then you reap even more seeds!

And then you sow what you reap etc.