he lied to gain some money;
i lied to proove myself right
he lied in front of a client
and i lied infront of young man.
we both lied
we both cheated
i got angry from him because i got his lie
yet since he didnt get my lie he respected me more because i lied!!
i lied as if i am a professional liar, we lie better when we are not afraid
when we don't want something..
when we lie for lying..
he was not aware that he was lying
yet i was fully aware!!
he was raised in a lying community
yet i was raised in an honest one!!
i dont know whether what he did makes God angry.
but i am sure that i saddened the holy spirit inside me.
yet, i won't loose hope
i have nothing to live with but my hope in him.
so i raise my eyes and confess that i need help what amazes me really what David said in the psalm
"Restore to me the JOY of your salvation and uphold me with a willing spirit"
he is mentioning the joy when he was supposed to only mention weeping.
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