تسديد الاحتياجات

- شكلك جعان؟

+ أيوة أنا جعت.

- طب إمسك الحجر ده، وحوله عشان تاكل، ده إنت ليك غلاوة عند ربنا.

+ ليه أعمل كدة؟

- عشان تشبع احتياجك الشخصي.

+ "يا شيطان إنت مش فاهم حاجة! أما أنا الله بيعلمني بالجوع ده.

- هو إنت محتاج تتعلم

+ أيوة   مَعَ كَوْنِي ابْنًا تَعَلَّمَت الطَّاعَةَ مِمَّا تَأَلَّمَت بِهِ.

- إنت بتتعلم إيه دلوقتي؟

+ هو بنفسه بيعلمني بالجوع ده،  "فَأَذَلَّكَ وَأَجَاعَكَ وَأَطْعَمَكَ الْمَنَّ الَّذِي لَمْ تَكُنْ تَعْرِفُهُ وَلاَ عَرَفَهُ آبَاؤُكَ، لِكَيْ يُعَلِّمَكَ أَنَّهُ لَيْسَ بِالْخُبْزِ وَحْدَهُ يَحْيَا الإِنْسَانُ، بَلْ بِكُلِّ مَا يَخْرُجُ مِنْ فَمِ الرَّبِّ يَحْيَا الإِنْسَانُ."

- أنت جعان بقالك ٤٠ يوم، وانت خلاص جعت أخيرا. ما تطلب منه إنه يحول الحجر ده خبز.

+ طب ما هو ممكن يعولني زي إيليا بالغربان! ولا إنت بتداري على قسوتك، لو كنت مهتم بيا كنت جبتلي خبز أكل بدل الحجر!

- لا بس أنت مش زي إيليا، ده إنت ابن الله.

+ أنت مش فاهم، أنا شبعان، ومطمن جدا وشبعان بجد (مش بتدعي الشبع).

Dream

Dietrich Bonhoeffer is a german activist, who lived during the Nazi era,

He stood against only two things: Government and Church.

He refused to live an easy life in the united states of America, in every that it is talking about him they mention this little piece of info, Probably it is considered a virtue refusing the richness of the USA.

About Sex

Sex is one of the most sensitive issues, Sex sells like what they say, I felt challenged to describe how i see this subject, and i tried to be as neutral as possible.

One of the most stories that filled my imagination, is the story of Adam and Eve.
I even tried to learn more about it even from other religions. (like this article)

What caught my imagination is their realization that they are nude, and what does it mean?
What happened to make them realize that they are nude?

Until the day when Adam and Eve ate from the tree, they did not see the gender differences.

But when "feeling Guilt" invaded their hearts, fear entered their vocabulary,

They wanted to know the (Good and Evil) and all of a sudden they learnt a lot in just few minutes.

I imagine Eve, holding Adam’s arm with her hands, “I am scared Adam, help me.”

Date June 7 2015.

Date June 7 2015.

For the past two years, I almost did not pass two days with myself. 

I used to do that before, but not anymore. 

I am very busy at work and studies.

The past week i had a chance to sit totally by myself. 

Nothing bothers my mind, just staying relaxed. 

And I am not bored, not at all, 

But I questioned my existence, Do I exist?

What proves my existence?

What am I doing by my existing?