I write
in Arabic very slowly, if compared to my typing in English.
My English
is not very good, sometimes I struggle to express myself.
Also Arabic
is not an easy language, as you all know; Arabic which we speak is totally
different than the Arabic we write with. I was thinking that there cannot
be an Arabic test similar to the ielts test.
I do not
know when the leaders in the Arabic world will realize the absolute necessity for something like that.
I have
lots and lots to share and write.
I like
stories and analyzing, I love it. This is where I excel.
However, I
feel lazy to write whenever I start writing I have the feeling that I am going
to write a noble winning novel. As soon as I start writing I discover how I cannot
transfer my thoughts into words, and when I read something that I already finished
I discover how poor the quality is.
I am
captivated by the gap between the materialistic world and the mystic world.
The gap
is really increasing.
And now I
am struggling with expressing my ideas.
I usually
when I reach this phase, I stop writing hoping that I will continue the article
later. or do extra effort, and it turns to be very painful.
Adjusting
the language and the text is very frustrating. How much I wish to hire someone
whom I can share my ideas with and he / she will write for me.
I will
later on adjust the wording and phrases to restore my thoughts with my writing
capabilities. Unfortunately, I did not start that yet.
